I’m in Love

Just had the weirdest night!

Here I go again, I think I’m falling for someone.
Love songs kept on bothering me.. I think?!? Smiling when there’s no reason for me to smile, singing love duets, goosebumps all over my skin.. oh cmon! this might be it… the question would be… Am Im ready to take this chance again…?

Ya! you heard it right! I’m asking myself if I’m ready… ready to fall for someone… to share my life with… to finally make the right move… to be her man for the rest of our lives.

Now, am I ready? Well, to be fair with, honestly I think I am… or not… there’s this kind of feeling… a weird kinda thing that kept me from finally pursuing it… I don’t know, I admit, I’d like to be financially, emotionally, and spiritually mature… to embrace more of growth and experiences into these 3 kinds of aspects that I would really need coz its part of it, definitely! But there’s one thing or maybe a few reasons that is keeping me on pursuing… on hitting the target! And that’s for me to find out… seriously… there’s this something… something I can’t even explained.

Falling in love requires many things…commitment, stability, integrity, etc… yet I know it can also surpass them all, but do you know that we just need to simplify things when it comes on loving a person… especially us living in a world of complexities… in a world of questions and doubts… And I don’t really know If I’m making a point here…

Nonetheless, Love is love…

Its a good feeling though… Falling in love… experiencing love… giving love… A feeling that for me, it would definitely a priceless one…

Falling in love!!! I don’t even why am I writing this blog! Mixed emotions I think… A strange feeling… yet fulfilling… now I don’t know what’s next…

At this point of my life, I think I should be ready… or I need to be ready… and there’s no turning back now… just need to be brave…

Randoms thoughts keep on coming… filling up my head… I’ve got more words, more point to say, but I can’t formulate it… I can’t even explain…

All I know is that the feeling is here again… 

A New Start

Starting a New Journey

A new start, a new journey, creating my new blogsite is one of those changes I wanted in life. Having a new blog site is like starting a new adventure… a new beginning.

 I name this blog “Optimistician” simply because I’m very optimistic in everything that I do… (I just don’t know if there is such a word “Optimistician”… )

Behind the Optimistician

To start with, Hi I’m  J | Japes | JP | John Paul (name it!) basically others would describe me as the misunderstood person, some would describe me “mayabang” and others would describe me as a very shy person. As for me, I would rather describe myself as a very deep person and as I go along with my blog, I hope you would get to know more the true me.

What to Expect?

This blog site basically serves as My online bio. My experiences. My personal insights.